im getting worse with meeting new people. i mean im good with strangers, but friends of friends that i dont know that are kinda like pre-prescribed friends is not my forte. i dont know what my problem is. i just dont have the brain for the smalltalk and forplay required to make it work. i never thought id say this, but im ready to see my bed and my friends again for a few days. i dont think ive slept in my own bed in months.

on a seperate closing note: Joseph Arthur rules. if you dont know him, do yourself a favor and learn him. the short run with Joe, Graham, and Lauren was a blast.